Categories: life, decisions, housework
Date: 09 December 2008 21:24:12
There is something about making a major decision, and this is possibly the biggest decision I've ever made, that is positively exhausting, even if implementing the decision isn't going to take place for some time. Almost a year's time, to be precise.
In fact, very few people even know there was a decision to make... so, are unaware I've made it. Because for the next few months, at least, nothing will change. I will carry on with the current set of work and committments. I will carry on doing things as if they will continue for the long term foreseeable future, but with an eye to working my way out of the committments.
It was quite, quite strange on Decision Making Day to go almost immediately from a discussion about how to go about all this, in the least disruptive way, to the Parish Lunch Club Christmas lunch as if absolutely nothing had happened. It clearly illustrated one of the main things I'd been saying and I no longer wanted to live in that way.
I have played too many Christmas Carols already this year. And it's not nearly done yet.
Whimpers, and crawls back under the duvet. Oh. Botherations. I've got to make my bed first. I had a seriously domestic moment and did a lot of laundry since I had guest bed linen to do..