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Date: 26 October 2005 22:42:03
That's pretty much what's been going on for the last few days. Mostly been too tired and hectic to write anything. I fly back to the UK on Sunday, so we're moving out of the flats on Saturday to go to Nagoya, we're leaving all our household items from the flats at work on Friday so that when we come again we don't have to buy everything all over again. Which means that today and tomorrow are the last two days of work. Things have been building up all week, the politics that are going on between our UK and Japan groups is unbelievable, and I am effectively stuck in the middle. Have spent many hours banging head against wall as regards work this week. Horribly frustrating.
I did manage to go swimming after work on Monday and Wednesday though. I love swimming, I generally just go and swim lengths and thrasing up and down the pool just gets everything out of my system. I do find though, that I end up thinking about all sorts of wierd things while swimming. Once I get going, I stop concentrating on the swimming and how many lengths I have done (though I do try to keep a rough count) and start going over everything in my head. Spent yesterday evening wondering what it's all for. Is the work where God wants me to be, if so how does he want me to act in these especially difficult situations? I can see ways to try and ease the tensions between the two teams, but then will end up being seen as not supporting our side (and I am employed by the UK team and am going back there, so that's not a particularly good situation to be in).