Categories: uncategorized
Date: 01 December 2005 10:24:50
I was challenged to go to a different church for that Sunday. I knew I wouldn't, because although there was a very good reason why I should, there seemed to be lots of reasons why I shouldn't, which although smaller, added up to more.
But I couldn't shake the thought that it was just my laziness or conservatism preventing me doing anything new. I'm certainly afraid of having my life changed, and that is a frequent consequence of being exposed to something new/different. I think that's mostly because of the impact it would have on those around me, and that part of me would love some change. But I wonder if I'm just kidding myself. Either way, the result is I feel trapped, but don't know whether someone is keeping me trapped, or whether it's just me trapping myself.