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Date: 08 June 2006 17:43:50
it's strange after having finished the adotion prep classes and the 3-4 months waiting for the medical to be passed, and all of the building work on our house to distract and frustrate us, we kind of stopped thinking about adoption things. it was as if, well, they might not let us go any further, so how much emotional energy can we afford to expend here?
But now that the med has been passed and the ceiling has gone back up, adoption and children and family are back at the forefront of everything. and whether or not it's wise, the emotional energy is getting expended. hopes and imaginations and all different options are fighting for primary place in my mind over running my business and writing my essays. [have you figured me out yet ;-) yes, i'm dropping hints, wibsters.]
urgency is a terrible feeling which keeps us living in the future and reliving what could have been in the past and overshadows our current life that we're living.
humans, eh? what are ya gonna do?