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Date: 16 January 2006 21:00:19
I've just sent a very hard, but necessary email. I am hoping that the receiver (x) of the email understands what I mean, and agrees with me. I hate doing stuff like that via email, because you can't see their body languauge and facial expressions when they read it. If I had said what I needed to say, face to face, then I would have altered what I was saying, depending on x's reactions. But, for my peace of mind, it needed to be said as soon as possible. And in a way, it was easier to do it via email, because I could edit what I was writing. There's less chance of something slipping out, which I'll later regret.
The more time I spend in Swansea, the more mountains seem to pop up in front of me. But, at the same time I think I'm getting better at climbing them. I think its all the practice. I'm just wondering if I'll ever get to top. Whenever I'm doing fine and think I must be at the top of this particular mountain, it gets bigger. Its like theres an earthquake, which shakes up the ground, and makes it harder again. But, as I say, I am getting better at tackling this mountain. And I will get to the top.
And, to finish on a good note. I've just had a text from x, and its ok. :) This section of the mountain has just levelled off. Who knows whats ahead, but I'll tackle that when I get there.