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Date: 04 February 2006 10:44:11
I am so confused. The same thoughts are just going round and round my tiny little head. I need more time. I need time to think it through properly. I really don't have the time that i need to sort out my head. I was awake about half the night, just thinking about it all. It was like there was a big battle going on in my head. My head is completely divided on this one. And I don't have a clue where my heart is. (In a metaphoric sense, of course i know where it physically is.)
I have tried talking to people about it. Some people say one thing and other people say another. If their arguement is strong, I come away thinking - yeah, they're right. But then my head interferes and thinks about it all again. I know it has to be ME who makes the decision. But, I'm so confused I don't trust myself to make the 'right one'.