Categories: anxiety, stress, holidays
Date: 29 August 2010 09:15:39
With my head in a funny place, and me knowing myself and my recovery time, I've decided my grand plans of Syria and Lebanon on my own after Oberammergau are probably not the best thing for me. So I will book a flying visit to Germany for a week and then head back -- and look to a visit to the Middle East next year. May take an extra week and just relax here somewhere.
Not disappointed in any great sense; more disappointed at the balls-up I made of time today with my nieces, sister and brother-in-law late this afternoon -- culminating with something snapping inside me [no excuse, just explaining...] and out came a word I generally do not like to hear, let alone use. After a good half-hour of crying and thinking, of a whole load of things, I am in a better place -- but still annoyed and moreso disappointed at myself; at least it reminds me of how broken I am, and in need of grace. I hold on to God's faithfulness; it's all I have.
And tomorrow is another day.