Categories: anxiety
Date: 28 September 2009 20:15:49
Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. Matthew 6:34 [ESV]Deceptively simple words: deceptively simple, at least for me, because the simple act of not worrying current seems equivalent to the feat of throwing a mountain into the sea by a word. And I can somewhat sympathise with "Sufficient for the day is its own trouble" currently. Waking up before 4:30am each day. And lying in bed pondering. Stressing about work seemingly every waking moment. Even when reading or watching a movie/DVD I cannot switch off. Lack of confidence in my abilities. Extreme self-doubt. Confusion and fear when dealing with colleagues: one in particular. [Linked to extreme admiration of this one colleague.] I plough on: trusting, hoping, that present trials give way to at least some comfort. Thank you for your prayers and comments on my post below: they are greatly valued.