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Date: 25 April 2005 01:05:56
While yesterday was a wonderful day, with the First Australian Wibmeet and a wonderful Palm Sunday service at church, things aren't 100% at the moment.
I've fallen back into depression, and I am struggling with what to do. I've resumed my medication but it will take a while to kick in. Meanwhile, I'm getting stressed about everything, my teaching practicum particularly, and I'm barely getting four hours of sleep a night. I want to throw it all in: while I like teaching, I'm not 100% sure I can cope with the demands, and especially at this time the way doesn't seem very clear. It's not a time to make rash decisions, and I'm praying for God's guidance, but I am so unsure if I can get through the next few weeks of study and teaching.
My cousin is down from northern Queensland at the moment, which I am infinitely thankful for -- God does provide. I'm meeting her this afternoon for a chat.
May I ask for your prayers, dear readers?