200 calories.....

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Date: 20 October 2003 01:35:20

That is how many i have burnt off, since using my dance mat. Im slowly getting the hang of it, and its so much fun.

Ive even been really good with what im eating, and if ive fancied a snack then ive had fruit or a yoghurt. Im going to do the measuring method again as, one- i dont own any scales, and two- you can see the results better with a tape measure than on scales.

I really hope i can do it this time, as i really need to lose this weight, for my health and for myself in general. For so long ive stopped losing weight for a number of reasons. One is that if i do meet that special someone, i know that they accept me as i am now, rather than just because ive lost the weight. But that is silly, as although i know they accept me whatever weight, im still not happy with it. and at the end of the day i want to lose it for me, not just so i can get a new boyfriend. I want to do it so that i feel better about myself and more confident in who i am. I know that is takes more than being thin, but being big does affect who i am, and what i want to do with my life.

holly xxx