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Date: 14 June 2005 10:34:37
I thought I had reached the limits of my ambition, but in shock, i discover i haven't. Something has come up that would be fascinating, thrilling ... and quite inconvenient and complicated. I want to do it so badly that it hurts. I may not get it. If I do it will be very awkward. But every little toddler bit of me (and that's a lot of me) is screaming I WANT IT
I didn't sleep so well last night and I am trying to get my perspective back into order. Point one. God is more important than my career. Point two. Our future plans are more important than my career, as is the time I can devote to our marriage, our church and every thing else. I need to calm down.