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Date: 20 June 2005 16:17:35
and I haven't got it. I am supposed to know TODAY whether I have got this job I've gone for (internally) and I still don't know. I feel a bit sick and can't stop checking my email.
hmph.
I WANT to be a nice person about this job. I want to want the other guy who has gone for it to get it. But I don't. Instead, I am becoming irritated by all sorts of things about him that I've never noticed before. People keep telling me that they'll pray that I "get a really peaceful feeling about it". But I haven't. I want to jump up and down and scream.