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Date: 15 March 2004 19:43:23
Much of the adventure at this stage seems to be about time and money. Mum and Dad are talking to the refinancing guy on Thursday, so if it goes well we may have a loan sorted out through those channels by the end of next week - maybe. I'm reluctant to sign the sale contract and send a deposit because while it would ensure our purchase of the unit I have become ever-so-slightly sceptical that we will ever get the money we need, and I don't want to be stuck in that position...
This kind of thing always challenges my trust of God - I mean, we prayed about this a lot before we made the decision to buy the unit and move up to Mt Hotham. Everything else came together so well it seemed like divine intervention. And all through the loans process I've been saying "don't worry, God's on our side, it'll all work out" - and I still hope it will, but it's getting harder to tell. What is the Purpose in that? Forcing us to rely on other people instead of just God? Maybe it's a humbility thing. Maybe it's just hazard.