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Date: 14 May 2007 02:30:02
i eventually got home from the hospital in the small hours of the morning, I was totally exhausted and wiped. Body aching from bashing the floor, and then laying there for half hour. Hands and arms hurting from all the needles poked in and what not.
I would just like to say a big thank you to the anon people who helped me out big style. The underground inst the best place to fall unconscious, however for the second time this week, random people I don't know have come good!
So to the woman who got me help, and sat on the floor with, who gave me her coat and waited until and beyond when the paramedics arrived, to the underground staff who from what I recall were great, and the paramedic and medical team at the hospital . All were good, and I appreciate it. However I wasnt really in a way to be able to find out who these people were, so I guess I will never be able to say thank you to them personally, so here is my thanks! Thank you.
I guess I also came on to write and say that maybe I am slightly worried about my health. I have been doing a good job of ignoring, and not going to the dr's and what not for various reasons. I prefer to smile and think nothing is wrong than actually acknowledge that maybe there is . I slept soundly when I got home this morning, however I guess being up in the middle of the night now, thinking and worrying is kind of proving that maybe I just have to be admit I am pretty damned scared.
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(sorry, this post isnt meant to be a pity party one, but one of me attempting honesty about being scared - i will stop typing or rambling now!)