tired and emotional

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Date: 24 March 2007 01:02:44

I thought i'd steal a good name as an appropriate title... Hope that's ok. Thanks for letting me pilfer it :)

Feeling rough and on edge. worn out and I've just seen the time which certainly won't help. This lunchtime was tense. This week has had lots of tense moments. Too many for my poor soul.

I've had a beautiful time in the Lakes. Beck House is one of my favourite places on Earth and it's surroundings never cease to please me. I got caught in a blizard atop a mountain with 2 mates on Sunday. Insane fun to tell you the truth :) Incredible too. And taking the bikes was the best inspired idea for ages.

Coming home to find out that Guy'd taken 10 anti-d tabs in 3 days, well! that was something else. Now have new very small batch. Doc is going for the week at a time approach and I'm not leaving the box at home or telling Guy where it is until he picks up again. They're not hitting the spot but he's not telling his doctor.

Oh, and a nice 'freak out' trigger: the words 'God' or 'pray'! Not helpful but very telling.

Work is keeping me together again and a couple of sane friends I've heard from. I still haven't sent the email to my pastor which I need to write. I'm not touching base properly. In bits yeah, but not fully at any time, only ever in dribs and drabs.

Oh, loved this week's iTunes song and bought the album on a whim... Not bought an album on the spot like that for ages. Still waiting to get some of the awesome music I want from this time last year and before that. Justin Nokuza for those of you who may be interested.

Now Playing, something completely different: Satisfied by Brown Bear Music. I really should listen more!!!!

On that note, I must to bed lest I drop part way through tomorrow's Leather workshop: Mask making :)