Categories: uncategorized
Date: 13 April 2007 00:30:56
After yesterday's glimmers, I saw another brief just about tea time, but in truth this is how it's been...
Guy has been really crap today. He didn't take his morning medication while I was at work this morning and he's been freaky in increasing doses this afternoon through to tonight. I've been rather impatient with him a couple of times late this eve which is even more crap. Now he's falling asleep I think, but he's back to saying stuff about voices and that he shouldn't be alive, is evil and does everything wrong. All of it is falacy and lies but I can't snap my fingers and show them up for that to him and in the mean time he's in the pits. He doesn't agree to offers of prayer.
Hmmm
He reckons he doesn't need the meds but everyone else around the country does.
I know God is bigger than all of this but I'm not convinced He will do anything against Guy's wishes and right now it's not looking like Guy wants God involved too closely.
Rachel's been here all eve and avoided the scenario of 'little pieces of me and little pieces of Guy all over proverbial walls'. All credit to her and the Boss and none to me.
Where's Jesus in the flesh when I need a hug!!!!
I'm definitely going for Psalm 23 at this conjuncture.
The fact we've just watched really miserable (though interesting) film doesn't help. Soldier of God doesn't slot into my 'recommended' list. The ending is odd and quite random.
Anyhow, I'm definitely thinking shadow of death/green pastures/shadow of death/quiet streams/enemies/banquet/baying wolves/banner over me/argh!!!
So in addition to Psalm 23, I'm booking in for 91.
There is another I forget, 50something, maybe 56?
91 will do the job for now.
Hold me Jesus
When the rain comes...