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Date: 11 May 2007 15:40:05
I'll come to not even be able to stand the sight of the stuff by the time this chapter of life is done.
Had Guy's check-up with the hospital doc this morning. I assume that doc is a psychiatrist. Dunno. Anyhow... It transpires that the whole time at Dad's, Guy took no medication, at all. I sort of expected it but hoped against hope.
So we have more of the same and some of a new med. Doc prescribed another load of the stuff Guy's been on since Jan and picked a different second one to replace the recent stuff which Guy's been refusing to take so often. We'll see. Doc di scare Guy with idea of EEG and of fit repressing meds. I wonder if it'll help us along a bit.
I'm tired and I've only just got back. My prime desire right now is to run away and hide someplace else where no responsibilities exist. Pity Fairytale-land is a myth. That's my escape scuppered :)
One foot in front of the other now!
I need every bit of help I can get right now, please please please, I'm rolling on no fuel and very little hope, I've got other stuff that I don't want to but will eventually get my head round, I've got a heart and soul in dire need of attention and I need a hand...
Please?
Well actually, even if you don't please I still need back-up. Desperately. Now.
Only by the grace of God go I... How very true. I'm in good hands. Safe even though in difficulty. Loved and loved some more.
I wish the practical demonstrations of love hadn't been so long and far between. Maybe I'd be in less of a struggle today.
By the way, it's still raining.