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Date: 06 June 2007 13:54:21
Guy seems quite well.
Still depressed. He mentioned phrases of the 'should be dead' kind just today, but the fear seems to be lifting! He's been more active these past few days. This morning his social worker came. He opened the door to her. He's opened the door to a few people recently whereas it's been a long time of me having to pelt it accross the house to get the door even when he was sat on the couch next to it. Having been quiet but not looking fearful, he then accepted to pop out to visit one of the local centres. He just went with her and seems to have 'nearly' enjoyed himself while over there.
Goodness, it feels good to see that level of change this past week.
I just hope I have to watch too much more depression and dejection. It remains catching whatever I do and I often find it hard to not feel down and sapped of energy and momentum.
I'm going salsa dancing this evening and looking forward to it.
I still wonder whether there's a chance I'll get to next week's party. I'm working and haven't asked for a swap. It seems cheeky to do so just to get to the class beforehand.
Saw T & D today. Coffee and croissants in the garden in the sunshine. Nice!! They go to Bulgaria on hols tomorrow. Sounds like a groovy idea.
Holidays anywhere are good I suppose, but if I chose I'd go for Croatia personally, heard so much and seen so many beautiful photos... Who knows. One day, maybe.
For the moment, France will do me fine ;)
With such a beautiful and diverse country to explore, I'm not worried. I've missed it since being back in Britain, so I actually enjoy the fact I'm there more.
Today's songs: Every Season, Nicole Nordeman and Watching You, Ayo.
Today's verse: 1 Corinthians 13:13
Today's feeling: waiting for something. Wish I knew what :) Good for the old patience though.
I'm going to ring Nephew and Niece. I've missed Claire by now. She'll be back at work. Hmfff. Maybe I'll get through tea time, or on Friday.