of repeating myself...

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Date: 11 September 2007 10:22:22

the same questions asked over and again mean I keep repeating myself. By the end of Sunday I was desperate for people to gossip better than they seem to & just wanted to curl up & get a hug. Times like this do make Fabrice seem far away!! I need hugs anyway but there are times when no other arms will do.
I feel a bit like I'm not sure which direction God is to be found just now, but for some reason this seems a good thing. You know when someone has a finger in that many pie that you can't keep track of them. That's my current impression. I'm just so tired of feeling like Guy being left out. I know the whole 'doing more behind our backs' idea. Well forget that, I want something right in front of my face and right now. He needs rest. He needs to be made whole.

My new job began well. Nice weekend. The manager seems to see no problem with giving me the annual leave I'd booked at my old place, in spite of already being more people down than normal on her rota for that week :) She's already told me a couple times that it'd be fine but I still want to see it in writing.

My mate I treated me to lunch (late birthday presie) at a little restaurant in town. Yesterday's lunch was delicious, the portions were perfect, not massive greedy & wasteful like so many other places, and they gave us the recipe for the main course! It's a marketing ploy & well thought out: Elizabeths is a deli as well as restaurant & cafe. They also do breakfasts & really good teas. Que demande le peuple!!

Anyhow, I only turned this on to check my emails. :)

I haven't phoned for news of Guy. Maman will have done that & I think it's better I leave it a bit.