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Date: 30 September 2007 23:05:59
Well, just carried on typing into the entry I began earlier and instead of clicking edit I deleted the whole thing!!!! What a bother. I'm actually really annoyed as I'd put in a bit of news and some stuff that's going through my head. It's all very gone.
I feel the gap of Fabrice going home after a lovely holiday. Before him, Maman visited too so it's even more stark. I've not been home alone for a couple of weeks now. The fact that I know I am cared for and loved feels very far and thin just now in spite of all the reminders I'm giving myself. I'm wondering about sorting out getting to salsa classes again. I love dancing with Fabrice and it's better since I'm getting over stagefright but I still need immense amounts of practice. Some of my new colleagues may go too. Tomorrow I face maths (finances mostly) and having to look after the house and cooking etc alone as well as job applications and finally visiting Guy. We both needed a break. He's seen no one apart from nurses for over a week unless someone's finally taken interest in him. I'm glad family are ringing him. Time for bed now though.
I'm not going to write everything again. If anyone is interested, you'll have to phone me. I can always call back with the excessive amount of inclusive minutes that keep rolling over since I've not been ringing people. Sorry I'm more up for being a hermit than anything at the mo.
It is poo that what I'd written originally is all gone cos I'm totally tired now instead of just ready for bed like I was when I deleted it.