humph...

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Date: 14 March 2006 17:07:09

Do you ever feel drained by nothing? Simply deflated for no actual decent reason?

Here is my excuse:
Had an average shift at work this morning. The long long awaited kid whose file I helped create nearly 2 months back has finally moved in. The other lads got up and went to school, then we woke said new kid. Miraculously he showered, dressed and had breakfast without a hitch and even settled to do schoolwork (double WOW, you have to believe me!). He was a star throughout the morning. Swearing at your English and Maths work is kind of allowed, specially when you come back and carry on :) Then we had lunch. All good so far.
Then one of the bigger lads returned and the whole game went sour. Result being I feel I was useless when my colleague needed a hand and disappointed that both boys acted like brats and the house is now in no Hifi lock-down mode. The worst is that the one who'll suffer most is the lad who will have got back from school ages after the commotion and has probably been a complete and utter star.
Frustrating!!

All I really want to do is go to bed and sleep but that is not an option.

Oh, and I still have tooth ache, regardless of the £10.60 I spent on the dentist sticking white gloop on my tooth yesterday!! So that's back to the drawing board.
That and my guitar is sat looking at me with only 5 strings on it because the man in the shop gave me the wrong one yesterday and it was too late to go back and swap it...

Will somebody just give me a hug?
It would of course fix none of the above but I could hide for a few moments...

God's my friend and says He loves me. Sufficient for now. Sufficient forever. More than suffficient, always. He can fry these fish alright, he's deal with much bigger many times :) Sweet!

Hmmm, I'm going to see if the man will swap that guitar string while there is still time, barely!!