Disappointed

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Date: 04 July 2007 13:56:53

I was wondering why I hadn't heard when my counselling sessions were to begin, and emailed the counselling service. They've said that they have an unusually long waiting list (surely nothing to do with the recent pay modernisation exercise). It may not entirely be a bad thing. We go on holiday at the end of July, and it might not have been ideal for the series to be interrupted, but it does make things more difficult. I've been enduring things, thinking that the chance to get it all off my chest was just around the corner.

Still, little things have helped, and I suspect that victory will consist of many small steps forward (hopefully not matched by corresponding slides in reverse). My image is that of a pilot (aeroplane? glider? balloon?), nervously eyeing the approaching ground (because I'm losing altitude? or is there a range of mountains ahead?). Encouraged by reading this morning that those who wait upon God get fresh strength. They spread their wings and soar like eagles ... (from Isaiah 40:31 - The Message)