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Date: 22 July 2005 04:46:28
I have been in the doldrums for a few weeks.
Very busy at work, (end of financial year) and then work just stopped, so I had a week off wondering if I'd upset a client or provided some bad service. You'd think after 25 years of being self-employed I'd be able to combat the doubts. Doubts mess around on the surface and it's easy to momentarily forget what is deep inside..i.e. the knowledge that a loving God is in control.
The London bombings upset me.
Church has been a bit boring (I hope I'm allowed to say that?)
One of my daughters came home from Uni on mid-semester break. She brought her boy-friend with her, he's a great guy but I missed spending time with her alone. There's a melancholy that settled in me with the knowledge that she's no longer my little girl.
I looked at my wiblog, felt I had nothing to say and thought I'd prefer to be an un-emerging hermit...and then I got an enquiry from Ian just asking if I was OK.
Thank you Ian, I am allright, just thinking.