Categories: just-life
Date: 21 March 2008 01:31:25
Not all of us are as lucky to have you ;o)
"paul had to wait to be 29 to meet me....30 to go out with me.....and 32 to marry me.
apparently he'd given up hope, and was destined to remain a bachelor, but i had other plans!
so you never know, and you're certainly too young to worry about such things just yet!
love you!"
Alas I have this rather bad habit, and that is that I run... and not in the three-times-a-week-to-stay-healthy kinda way either. I don't know what it is, but whenever I do start getting close to someone I do just run. If you were to ask me why I honestly couldn't tell you. I have excuses that I tell myself but that is all they are. "They can do better than you, they don't have those feelings for you, it'd never work...." all really shite excuses, especially when used together but they are always good enough for me just to take that step backwards... I've done it in the past and I'm willing to bet that I'll do it in the future.
If I were to honestly answer the question as to whether there is someone special whom I'd like to ask out I might be persuaded to say yes. If I then got the follow-up question of whether I would, the answer would be no. Why?? Pick a reason, chance are I've thought of it already. I mean, why would someone who's pretty, intelligent, good company and shares similar tastes to me actually be interested in me?? I mean really, that's just crazy!!
Yes, I really am a fool..... *sigh*