Categories: uncategorized
Date: 08 July 2008 12:23:18
I am really struggling today. I am feeling under pressure at work now that my boss has left and another one hasn't been appointed. We don't currently have anyone acting up and as a result many things land on my desk for attention. Unfortunately I have been feeling really poorly this week and haven't been able to cope so today I have gone home and after a little sleep I am feeling a wee bit better. I have been mega-hormonal and went without cigarettes for 24 hours before giving in today. I just thought I couldn't deal with feeling so shitty today and putting myself through anymore withdrawals. I will try and pull myself back on track tomorrow, but today I just couldn't do it. I feel disappointed with myself. Again.